August 2009
5 posts
Friday.
today is going by so fast.
weird because it’s one of my long work days. 11-7 yo.
i am offically the PR of Flair. ha.
i haven’t been too lonely today! i realized i was saying most of my thoughts out loud at one point…but what’s new? i think i have wanted alone time lately.
this was my encounter walking into work this morning.
50 yr old man - did i block you in?...
this probs won't make much sense. just a heads up....
i keep thinking about this, and it’s probably because i can’t quite figure out what i believe about it.
i can’t even word the question to what i’m wondering. so here goes absolutely nothing.
how do we have standards for ourselves, without putting expectations on others?
and what are the different categories of expectations. some expectations are in place because of the...
don't get overwhelmed
working on my list entitled “college crap”
July 2009
13 posts
7hrs and 34min until departure for crystal.
but who’s counting?
great day start to finish:)
eating dinner and then picking up megs. bonfire at 8. stop by!
crystal.
excited for what has consistently been, and always will be, the best week of my life.
the anticipation for saturday is almost unbearable.
going to get coffee with the fam and catch up.
i love this place
i loved the last 24hrs and i’m SO excited to get katie from the airport tonight!!!!
just tried to steam an article of clothing while i was wearing it…..
kind of wish i was at crystal.
just biked 12 milez. yes!
i think i would like to live on the water someday.
kaaayyyy i’m done being at work alone now. i liked it at first but now i want to go swimmnig. almost done!
tomorrow i am going to be motivated and wake up extra early before opening at work, (yay working on the 4th) make myself a good breakfast, and watch the williams sisters hash it out at wimbledon. sometimes i really really like mornings….rarely, but still.
today is actually the first day of summer that i’ve had to do as i wish. crazy. not complaining though. so i’m going through my many papers that are chalk full(what does that expression even mean?) of lists of designers, photographers, jewelry designers, and interior decorators that i discovered at some point. i’m looking them all up again, figuring out what ones i still like,...
June 2009
4 posts
i have come to the conclusion that any government book that uses the phrase ‘vote-getting abilities’ is an inadequate and poorly written book. thus i will be studying inadequate and poorly written information for the next 2 hours.
3 A’s achieved, 3 to go.
fashion friendly pastries containing alternate...
life is so interesting to me sometimes. i am honestly amused by it. and in a good way too.
the last week or so has been amazing. i’ve been able to hang out with great friends who are such positive people to be around.I feel so motivated and i love everything that i am putting my time into. Even my super dumb project in World History.
The ironic thing is that so much has happened that i...
May 2009
22 posts
perspective
i feel like i have a million things i’m thinking about.
i have to bounce ideas off of people. sometimes i’m a thinker but when it comes to working out the kinks or just being excited i have to either write it out or talk to people. just how i work.
i feel very motivated lately. and it’s not just a spurt. it’s a general outlook on life. it’s not to say i...
:)
can life get any better? i submit that it cannot. except it actually will which is pretty exciting! the only thing i can think of is that i would love to be with meg on her freakin 20th birthday. where does time go?
crystal on thursday!!! this means quality lake time and antiquing. so heaven pretty much.
i get all creative and excited at night and i stay up too late and then the morning sucks....
i laughed so much tonight. such a good night!
discoveries
in general i have been very contemplative lately. not really myself. i feel very unsure. i’m transitioning and i’m not really sure to what. my family has been noticing that i’m not myself and when that happens, you know somethins up. the annoying thing is that all of this has made me very mellow and nostalgic. i miss being passionate. it’s hard to get up every day and be...
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In a way it’s making me crazy In a sense that it’s making me stronger A likely chance, and it’s probably proven
why do i always get creative at night?
going to bed to watch the fidm fashion show because i am in my over analyzing/creative mood. ha
by the way this is gross….
“ELLE’s June cover girl on breaking up, misbehaving, and having men eating out of her hand”
since when are these desirable things?
value
i feel very distant from school and the people there. we’re just not on the same page.
i need to not freak out and just focus on what matters and who i value.
10.52
why do i not feel good?
why do i get sick at random times of the night?
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!
http://www.louisvuitton.com/web/flash/index.jsp;jse... →
i think i will always be a sucker for this company.
…..and for these.
http://www.louisvuitton.com/web/flash/index.jsp;jsessionid=XW5PEB2B2JF0MCRBXUFFAGIKEG4RAUPU?buy=1&langue=en_US&direct1=home_entry_us
whateva
finally a freaking good night:) it has been days…months…years?
sarcasm.
i have decided to start reading all of the fidm info that i was given. there’s no point in letting it sit there.
ps. why are these crazy people following me on twitter? should i block them?
i wish more people understood what this meant. not that i even understand all of it but i guess i just wish people would appreciate this. young people that is.
the desert is the environment of revelation, genetically and physiologically alien, sensorily austere, esthetically abstract, historically inimical … . it’s forms are bold and suggestive. the mind is beset by light and space,...
exhaustion
i woke up at 8pm and thought it was morning. now i am up because i was uncomfortable sleeping in my jean shorts and i had little thoughts playing at my brain that wanted to be written down. eh weird.
after i got home i seriously walked upstairs to the end guest room and fell asleep.(5pm) it was for like 15 minutes though because instead of getting the “falling off a cliff” feeling i...
time.
it’s funny how time changes things. or how people change when given the right amount of time. and it’s never the expected amount. 6 months ago i would never have guessed this is where i would be. quite frankly, i probably wouldn’t have guessed it 6 weeks ago. but i am so content. which seems like a simple word to describe my life/emotions, but it’s true. i’m content...